"bye..bye..'07..this is probably my last post of the year 2007..tears rolling out of my eyes.. :( .. with silent laughs in mind..he he..so,one more year is gone..nothing special happened this year too,still the same old me..this time no resolutions,no startling discoveries,no more plans for a change,one for a better as nothing much is to be done to an otherwise perfect mind..
so looking back at the year 2007,it was pretty one-sided,only lows and no highs..highs:
....??ehh!!
i think it will be better to list them after the lows 'çoz its much more easier!!
lows:
on academic front,nothing great happened this year too..many a times,i felt why waste both time and money on my stupid engineering degree..
still no girlfriends!!why do they run away from me??
physically,i was a bit on the weaker side..need to work on ém,since this year i wish to meet more girls,maybe face their boyfriends blows head on,if they have any..
mentally,i was a bit down number of times,felt lonely a couple of times too..
my colourful teenie life is all over,entered a more matured and responsible 20's..
added a few more calories to my otherwise bulky image,my dream for a 6"ft complete man still remains a dream,dont think i will grow any taller..
found out that college life is boring unless you have "a macho man image,straightened hair,penny in your wallet,a pulsar 220 and a girl on your backseat"..
highs:
ehh..!!..!!
coming back to highs,im still struggling to figure out..
yeah..got it..i started this blog..
highlights:travelled to goa two times this year and three times in all,infact goa has become a second home for me,the exotic beaches,the local fenis,the lovely people there,feels like i miss them a lot..
i started feeling the nature,travelled a lot,explored many places,met many people,tasted new food..
met new friends from the world over,ofcourse became more net savvy,learnt a bit of german,taught some english to my chinese friends,learnt some valuable lessons from russians,found out that american girls sucks and even dated an english girl..
started watching a lot of foreign films,thanks to my bro,am i travelling back in time!!
had to make a small change in my profile to "an occasional drinker",thanks to my friends..
started loving punjabi dhabas and masala dosas more than pizza huts and burgers..
so that was all what happened in the otherwise dull '07,which comes to my mind right now..
so,now its parting time..each year does nothing except adding another year to your age,you feels like someone is whispering in your ears,"grow up,baby!!"..so,next year as i told before no usual resolutions,just wishing to be a better guy..my long cherished dream to become a complete veggie still remains,though my mission failed in '07,i wish to accomplish it in the next 365 days..do some things which are so close to my heart,travel to unknown places,meet new people,last but not the least,have more and more food..and wish i have a girlfriend this time..my next birthday means i will be eligible for marriage,anyone hearing!!
so,time to see you off..meet in 2008 with more blunders and stupidity..wish all my dear readers a very happy new year.."
"to me,going to calicut is all about having some good food and the beaches there..im just back after my visit to uncles home at calicut,my sis was also there for her holidays,so i decided to visit this time..this came after a long gap,think its been more than a year and i was all excited about it..its always a routine that whenever i go there,we go outside to the beach,walk around, have fun,eat those pani puris and bhel puris..and my aunt too used to make nice dishes when im there..very reason why i love the place very much,this time too we didnt break the routine,so all the young people this time,me,my bro and sis started off in the evening..though a bit late and having missed the sunset,still we had fun,splashed the waters,walked along the beach gazing the different faces there and took a weird ride in a boat-like thing which went back n forth like the pendulum almost half a full rotation..god!!we all went crazy..
and now it was time for the bhel puris and pani puris,something im very
fond of,we went to that beach-side puriwallah and woww!!that
was really great,those spicy,crispy bhel puris and watery pani puris,to add
to all these we had those mouth-watering salty mangoes from a road-side guy..
and that was not all over,how could i miss those sea-food after reaching calicut,we went to a beach-side restaurant,a reasonably expensive and posh one(this time im not with my mom,so no one worrying about money!!)..there was no doubt,we opted for the roof-top from where we could face the beach and the nice cool-breeze blowing from the sea,really refreshing and immediately i realized that was worth for the money..our plan was to have those "kallumakkais"(i really dont know what english people call that),a typical seafood which has got a shell n all and really tasty..to our great disappointment it was not there and we had to be satisfied with prawns and fish fry,and along with it some butter naans made our dinner..and i still cant imagine how i could hardly resist my temptation to the likes of kingfishers and haywards.. we sat there watching the sea, talking all those non-sense stuff and didnt even notice how hours passed by till aunt called us to remind that it was already going to be 10 and very late..we payed the bill and rushed back home and that was nearing the end of this times trip as i had to rush back home the next day morning..though i missed the malabar biriyani and kallumakkai this time,i had lots of fun..and still i long for my next visit to this wonderful place.."
"if someone asks the word americans are most dear to,love,use everywhere from home to office,everytime from morning till going to bed.. i wont obviously hesitate to tell.."fuck u".. recently i happened to watch an oscar-nominated english movie,i bet if there is a single sequence in the movie where they dont use their favourite "f word".. and to my surprise many indian movies where i happened to watch these usage,mannerisms copied just highlights the indians in-born charater to copy the westernised people..and to my very surprise the western guys,in contrast,when addicted to something they cant live without,tries to simply take it out of their life like smoking,drinking,drugs and all(many of ém started quitting those!!)..when a lot of europeans and americans try differently and learn our very own yogas and kathaks to bring peace into their lives,we in just the opposite moves away from the traditions,the cultures of the so-called "Incredible India".. maybe we are too much glued to or maybe more optimistic about our "yo-yo freaky kinda image" these days that our society is fast moving to the capitalist side,even the communist preaching people of todays India also started adopting the "Americanism",their cokes,pizzas and burgers..it really sucks the way our politicians(spineless obviously,a bit of fodder and hay straws inside brains,cold blood running through veins and skin tougher no buffaloes can match to and yeah..a tongue which forgets the word told just the moment before!!)thoughts go sometimes..maybe its time to look back and start brooding over it.."
"finding ones self,his spiritual eternity..its amazing to feel,experience the essence of spirituality in ones self..be it any religion,what really matters is how one tries to realize the ultimate truth..i felt many a times religions are just for the people to argue and fight over,be it any religion,extremists and fundamentalists are always ready for the ambush..its true that if there happens another world war,it will not be between any two nations,but between two religions.."religion" is "highly inflammable" so much so that its the best way sparks of hatred be inflicted to an otherwise normal human mind ..what happened during gujarat riots are its testimonies.. what all religions try to convey through their ideas of thoughts are all literally the same,then why do people bother to clash over it finding unwanted flaws in them..one has to search for the inner peace within himself,nowhere else can one find the ultimate spirituality..i am not definitely a pope or a monk to spread the message of peace or communal harmony for the well-being of people the world over.. just scraping those weird ideas whatever they may be,are coming to my mind rightaway..i dont know why i keep pondering over a topic over and over again,maybe i am a little careless,out-spoken, talkative,this blog is somewhere i can protest,express my views,feels a lot more free and comfortable here..just dont care whoever goes through these..i dont need acclaims from critical readers..mind it.."