i wish im a kid!!!!!!!

"how the kids smile,their trembling steps,their uttering words no other in the world could ever understand..these are the most wonderful moments in ones life to see their babies grow,their first steps on earth,their first words,their smiles,their cries..these are the height of innocence one could ever experience in this selfish world..i always wonder,why do babies grow,why to teach them coz what we are actually doing is taking away their god-given innocence to survive in a cruel world..these days when mothers learn parenting lessons way before their babies are born,its heartening to see the way kids are grown up as in text books written by some dumb authors who never having seen or loved or raised a kid..sometimes,the truth makes me sick,the way some parents run for their kids admission in schools even before they start speaking or walk properly..who am i to speak about parenting and stuff??but,i dont know why,i love kids more than anything else in this world..i love spending time with them,playing with them,time when i too become a kid,when i realize im no longer one when my mind is still one..why did i grow up??i lost the best part of my life..but,the kid in me will live up only when i have my own child..yep,i badly need a kid though i have to wait for long..a bit selfish in this truly the first thing i need from a female is a kid for which is the only reason i love them!!"